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wow talk about tuff times , my mom is in the hospital for over 2 weeks now . my food stamps were lowered do just to lack of state funds . because of bad arm and no one to drive me so am living on food day by day buying it. my sister feel and hurt her shoulder and i do know how that is with mine being not able to use for over 3 years now in march . i work hard and i still have to do this in pain and it does not even pay my rent . some would ask me if this is all worth staying in Chicago . but i am going to see what my lawyer says on wed how my case is going , its in arbitration so it will be all done with very soon i hope and by very soon i mean 5 more months .

i got my Humalog today and needles and test sticks . and did not have to remind anyone to give me the scripts .

what do you do when you see others living the life that you would only want a little of or just some peace for once instade of just letting life go by and go oh well . its not oh well , for if you do that for to many years . you lose all you have i dont want to do that but its out of my hands . i fell as if i am falling and i some how know something is going to stop my fall or slow it down but will i like it . need help but were do i look for it . it seems like some of the times i just look in the wrong place even tho i know its not right . some thing has got to give . i dont like the way things are going but i sure dont want them to end this way .

mom is still in hospital after her bad heart attack . hope to go and see her sunday.

mom had heart attack and ended up in er , they took her to operation right away and then to a room it all happened before i even got to the hospital to see her and by the time i did she looked like she just fell down but not at all like as bad as it was . she has to stay in hospital for 3 days and then she has to go on a diet but i think she got a second chance at life .

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Riallisa
00:58 Dec 20 2013

Hope she is better soon. I know how scary it can be.

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